IMMA BLOGGING VIA MY PHONE IN BED NOW BUT I HAVE NO IDEA WHY BUT MY WORDS REFUSE TO UNCAP ITSELF! T.T BUT MIGHT AS WELL, IDK IF IMMA UPSET OR ANGRY BUT I DONT LIKE CALVIN TO BE IN FIELD CAMP, IT ANNOYS ME WHEN I HAVE THINGS I WANT TO TELL HIM BUT CANNOT REACH HIM BECAUSE HE IS BATTLING WITH ALL THE WILD BOARS IN THE JUNGLE WHILE HAVING TO DROWN IN HIS SHELLSCRAPE IF IT RAINS AND STAYING ALERT IN ORDER TO NOT GET HIS STUFF STOLEN AND IN TURN GETTING CONFINEMENT. ON TOP OF THAT ALL, I AM INSANELY PARANIOD THAT HIS LUNGS WILL COLLASPE LIKE WHAT MIGHT/WILL/GONNA HAPPEN TO HIS ARMY FRIEND DUE TO THE STUPID HEAT RASH AND DIE. OKKKK EXAGGERATING A LITTLE BUTTT THATS BESIDE THE POINT! OF THAT WHOLE JUNK I'VE TYPED, I KINDA REALISED IMMA JUST WORRIED AND I MISS HIM LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS. OKAY SOMEONE SAVE ME. !): 

Good evening world! One good month has passed by so far, and I just came back here to this space to jot down and acknowledge some moments in my life, where I can look back in time to come.

Everyone awesome at work is leaving, and its all newbies these days. Honestly, kills all the fun there is to it. Garfield's and Adrain's official last day today. After tmr, Aaron and ben will be gone. Next month, Abby & Tania will be going. -.- Why is everyone leavinggggg?

Nonetheless, life's pretty good though work pretty much sucks and routined. Just came back from a little trip in Pattaya & Bangkok few days back and it was laidback, sweet and mostly awesome with the right company. I havent got any pictures though. I'd like to go again, with the same group of awesome people, because everyone feels like family.

Pretty sedated with life's goodness once more. I only need my awesome baby's hugs hehehe

xoxo

Hi all, almost forgot the existance of this blog.

Life's been treating me good, pretty much. I've stopped bumming around and started work. For 3 months plus now. I know right. Rawrrrrrrrrr need a breakkkkkkk! Gg to pattaya with baby awesome and gang next month though! Cant wait!

Time passes really fast. Its almost a year now that we started out, and those were like poly days. Ever since work started, poly days sounds so... poly. And distant. Cant believe we started out so soon, thought I would be bumming around and wasting my parents' money till god knows when. Youre gg to army soon, and I have no freaking idea how imma gonna die.

That aside, on a happier note. Met my babies to celebrate pauline's birthday the other night. Most of us went home tipsy drunk. Lol. Was good fun and i fell in love with apricot brandy. I always have the most spacstic photos. If not i have a orgasm face, if not I have a stone face, if not I have a ghost face. Lol.

Been meeting nana lesser now since we both have work and responsibilities. I miss you, you are such a busy nurse! On the other hand, caught up with sissy a couple of times and realised how long we havent met each other. Happy for her over John, among many other things. ;)

I have no idea why, but this song (Breathless) has been stuck in my head for the whole evening now. Kkk, I actually have shit loads of peektures to post but if you know me, you will know how lazy I get. Hehehe.

On a completely different note, my mom has been pestering my brother and I for a fb a/c. I asked her why and she said she want to be hip like the rest of her friends who have fb and can play games ( The only game she know how to play is mahjong). -.- Fml maximum if she EVER has fb.

Work tmr. Again. Kthksbye.

P.s. The song is still stuck in my head. -.-

Be strong, for yourself

Baby,
I know this is a difficult time for you, but I just want you to know that imma here for you. Dont coop yourself at home, go out and get some fresh air already. Sucks balls to see you like that really. Having known you for so long and being the strong girl you are, imma totally clueless what I can do to help you feel better cause imma always the weaker one of us two. Totally want this transit period to pass, nowwww. I love you xoxo

Because you are so important, nothing seems good enough anymore. I love you.

xoxo

Its always weird like this, I never thought we would work out. I did not even think that we would be where we are today. But I fell for this boy,

1. Who skipped school with me cause I was too lazy and doing absolutely nothing is everything to me.

2. Who took care of everything and anything when we were in Thailand, from carrying my shopping bags to bargaining prices to finding our way back to the hotel.

3. Who will give everything he has just to see me smile.

4. Who made sure everything goes right for me, asking everyone he knew to take care of me when he’s not around.

5. Who was always there to cheer me up and make me laugh when I cry. (Refer to 3.)

6. Who made sure I was safe wherever I was. (Refer to 4.)

7. Who never fails to amuse me in his little ways.

8. Who would never scold nor blame me for anything I do.

9. Who ate all the cupcakes he could even though they taste horrible, just cause I baked them. (Refer to 3.)

10. Who will always make the effort to text me first.

11. Who pats me to sleep each time he can, no matter how problematic I can get sometimes, and how much of a headache I bring.

12. Who I am so dependent on now idk what to do when you enlist for army. (All of the above, and more)

For wrestling me in bed, and letting me win even though I play cheat all the time; for making a trip down to the club cause I was drunk, just to make sure I was gonna be home safe; for giving me assurance everything's gonna be alright. For all the little details in life that he sees and takes care of, I thank him. Baby, I love you, and I think I finally got this right. (:

xoxo

It is currently 9.50am now in school and my class barely made 2teams. -.-
Anyhowwwww, fyp assessment tmrrrr omgggg kill me! Need to die kkk bye.