xoxo

2010-12-05T08:45:00.000-08:00

IMMA BLOGGING VIA MY PHONE IN BED NOW BUT I HAVE NO IDEA WHY BUT MY WORDS REFUSE TO UNCAP ITSELF! T.T BUT MIGHT AS WELL, IDK IF IMMA UPSET OR ANGRY BUT I DONT LIKE CALVIN TO BE IN FIELD CAMP, IT ANNOYS ME WHEN I HAVE THINGS I WANT TO TELL HIM BUT CANNOT REACH HIM BECAUSE HE IS BATTLING WITH ALL THE WILD BOARS IN THE JUNGLE WHILE HAVING TO DROWN IN HIS SHELLSCRAPE IF IT RAINS AND STAYING ALERT IN ORDER TO NOT GET HIS STUFF STOLEN AND IN TURN GETTING CONFINEMENT. ON TOP OF THAT ALL, I AM INSANELY PARANIOD THAT HIS LUNGS WILL COLLASPE LIKE WHAT MIGHT/WILL/GONNA HAPPEN TO HIS ARMY FRIEND DUE TO THE STUPID HEAT RASH AND DIE. OKKKK EXAGGERATING A LITTLE BUTTT THATS BESIDE THE POINT! OF THAT WHOLE JUNK I'VE TYPED, I KINDA REALISED IMMA JUST WORRIED AND I MISS HIM LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS. OKAY SOMEONE SAVE ME. !):

2010-07-29T08:48:00.000-07:00

Good evening world! One good month has passed by so far, and I just came back here to this space to jot down and acknowledge some moments in my life, where I can look back in time to come.

Everyone awesome at work is leaving, and its all newbies these days. Honestly, kills all the fun there is to it. Garfield's and Adrain's official last day today. After tmr, Aaron and ben will be gone. Next month, Abby & Tania will be going. -.- Why is everyone leavinggggg?

Nonetheless, life's pretty good though work pretty much sucks and routined. Just came back from a little trip in Pattaya & Bangkok few days back and it was laidback, sweet and mostly awesome with the right company. I havent got any pictures though. I'd like to go again, with the same group of awesome people, because everyone feels like family.

Pretty sedated with life's goodness once more. I only need my awesome baby's hugs hehehe

xoxo

2010-06-29T08:00:00.000-07:00

Hi all, almost forgot the existance of this blog.

Life's been treating me good, pretty much. I've stopped bumming around and started work. For 3 months plus now. I know right. Rawrrrrrrrrr need a breakkkkkkk! Gg to pattaya with baby awesome and gang next month though! Cant wait!

Time passes really fast. Its almost a year now that we started out, and those were like poly days. Ever since work started, poly days sounds so... poly. And distant. Cant believe we started out so soon, thought I would be bumming around and wasting my parents' money till god knows when. Youre gg to army soon, and I have no freaking idea how imma gonna die.

That aside, on a happier note. Met my babies to celebrate pauline's birthday the other night. Most of us went home tipsy drunk. Lol. Was good fun and i fell in love with apricot brandy. I always have the most spacstic photos. If not i have a orgasm face, if not I have a stone face, if not I have a ghost face. Lol.

Been meeting nana lesser now since we both have work and responsibilities. I miss you, you are such a busy nurse! On the other hand, caught up with sissy a couple of times and realised how long we havent met each other. Happy for her over John, among many other things. ;)

I have no idea why, but this song (Breathless) has been stuck in my head for the whole evening now. Kkk, I actually have shit loads of peektures to post but if you know me, you will know how lazy I get. Hehehe.

On a completely different note, my mom has been pestering my brother and I for a fb a/c. I asked her why and she said she want to be hip like the rest of her friends who have fb and can play games ( The only game she know how to play is mahjong). -.- Fml maximum if she EVER has fb.

Work tmr. Again. Kthksbye.

P.s. The song is still stuck in my head. -.-

Be strong, for yourself

2010-03-02T12:02:00.000-08:00

Baby,
I know this is a difficult time for you, but I just want you to know that imma here for you. Dont coop yourself at home, go out and get some fresh air already. Sucks balls to see you like that really. Having known you for so long and being the strong girl you are, imma totally clueless what I can do to help you feel better cause imma always the weaker one of us two. Totally want this transit period to pass, nowwww. I love you xoxo

2010-02-27T08:37:00.001-08:00

Because you are so important, nothing seems good enough anymore. I love you.

xoxo

2010-02-27T07:13:00.000-08:00

Its always weird like this, I never thought we would work out. I did not even think that we would be where we are today. But I fell for this boy,

1. Who skipped school with me cause I was too lazy and doing absolutely nothing is everything to me.

2. Who took care of everything and anything when we were in Thailand, from carrying my shopping bags to bargaining prices to finding our way back to the hotel.

3. Who will give everything he has just to see me smile.

4. Who made sure everything goes right for me, asking everyone he knew to take care of me when he’s not around.

5. Who was always there to cheer me up and make me laugh when I cry. (Refer to 3.)

6. Who made sure I was safe wherever I was. (Refer to 4.)

7. Who never fails to amuse me in his little ways.

8. Who would never scold nor blame me for anything I do.

9. Who ate all the cupcakes he could even though they taste horrible, just cause I baked them. (Refer to 3.)

10. Who will always make the effort to text me first.

11. Who pats me to sleep each time he can, no matter how problematic I can get sometimes, and how much of a headache I bring.

12. Who I am so dependent on now idk what to do when you enlist for army. (All of the above, and more)

For wrestling me in bed, and letting me win even though I play cheat all the time; for making a trip down to the club cause I was drunk, just to make sure I was gonna be home safe; for giving me assurance everything's gonna be alright. For all the little details in life that he sees and takes care of, I thank him. Baby, I love you, and I think I finally got this right. (:

xoxo

2010-01-21T18:17:00.000-08:00

It is currently 9.50am now in school and my class barely made 2teams. -.-
Anyhowwwww, fyp assessment tmrrrr omgggg kill me! Need to die kkk bye.

2010, I'm not scared of you.

2009-12-31T12:53:00.000-08:00

New year new start baby! (:
Okkk, its already 4.54am gotta get ready for KL now.
Shall fix this shit when imma backkk!

2009-12-07T06:24:00.001-08:00

There are points in my life I feel lost and unsafe, moments of truth I need to face and it’s always so scary when fear engulfs. There are times I feel anger and disappointment, times I am just so helpless.

Though these emotions never go away, I feel like a braver person when I face them. Not because I’ve grown stronger, nor because I’m less scared now. Braver cause you are with me.

You, just like any other (cute) boy, plays basketball and watch retarded boy cartoons (bfs). You probably stood out cause you were vain like mad (top priority hahaha), funny and had your hair as an advantage.

But really, once I began to know you it was like drugs, only better. We’ve been together for some time now, yet it feels like first day all over again each time you hold me close.

I like to laze in bed with you best, talking about things and laughing it off, making fun of you and tickling you when I feel like it (all the time!) and you are always so willing to let me bully. But the best still has gotta be waking up beside you, then gazing at your sleeping face (then starting to wake you up and asking stupid questions… IMAGE! Hahaha.)

I’m sorry for being a tyrant each time I sleep, sorry for the tantrums I throw each time I don’t get my way and my never ending list of cravings especially when the television commercials are on.

I know I had a tom yam craze right after we came back from Thailand. Then, you were coughing like mad, blood and all. Yet, just cause I wanted to, you made sure I got it. Always spoilt, yet you always give in, just to make me happy just like you eating the ring pop I gave you now just cause it makes me happy!

Thank you for knowing and understanding me so well, knowing my every move and thoughts even before I could do/ say it. It’s still pretty weird honestly, having someone to agree with all my thoughts and feelings. Thoughts and feelings that I don’t dare to voice out sometimes with others.

There are so many things I’ve gotten used to about you, too many to list.

You, catching me before I fall each time (for real)
You, eating a mountain of rice
You, waking up no matter how tired just to make sure I am fed
You, patting me to sleep every time imma sleeping with you no matter how tired you are, making sure that I fall asleep before you do

You, just being you, thank you. You are part of my habit and comfort zone now. So, before time washes these details away, I want to note them down and remember them cause they mean the world to me. I love you baby boy xoxo

2009-11-19T06:57:00.000-08:00

Skipped school today yet again, after bbb and I promised each other that we will not. Arghhh, really really should stop. Anywayyyy, going to Thailand next week alr! ;) Eggggggcited! Later gonna google what we're gonna do there, cause I have possibly zero idea 'cept shopping and eating like a pig? Lol.

Bbb's first match is tmrrr, so gonna go down & show some love. Nana's gonna come down with me too. Yay to my favourite girl I love you big time! ;DDDD

Havent blogged about Gentings yet. It was pretty fun, though we didnt manage to do anything much. But having bbb around with my brother, favourite cousins and Janet was the sex. Kinda happy they got along so well. ;) Still remember every single detail of the hotel hooha which scared the shit out of me, and freezing our asses out there 3am in the morning walking around aimlessly. ;)

Currently, life kinda revolves around fyp and school, bbb and a handful of others. Kinda like my small circle now, damn tired of drama though I miss the fun sometimes. Still, I think I can make do without it.

Okkkk, so bbb just went to bed. He's so adorable, said bye but dont want to go offline at least 10 times, before going to bed. Awwwwww. He is so sweet most (Note I say most) of the time he makes me a very happy girl. ;) Hope everything stays like this for however long it can, cause basking in this goodness is more than anything I can ask for.

xoxo

2009-11-09T23:22:00.000-08:00

Back from gentings! Its tuesday alr & I have skipped school like free. Damnit, need to start coming school more often alr aye. Missed the talk with the displinary team yesterday, die. How? Okkkk, better study for UT byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2009-10-11T12:50:00.001-07:00

Its almost 4 in the morning right now, but I am no where near tired. Kinda sucks when you have school tmr at 10 in the morning. So life's been good, actually too good I fear to wake up tmr morning and have everything stripped off me.

Tonight feels exceptionally quiet, yet just the way I like it. All warm in bed with a book in hand, dying to finish it to know how it ends. Travelling light. Contents, kinda depressing. It saddens me to know that it is happening to someone I came acquainted to by her novel. Things real and how it sores.

"Travel light and you can sing in the face of the robber" - Katrina Kittle

2009-09-24T09:29:00.000-07:00

Happy 1st just went by. I liked the way it was, simple fuss free and effortless. Still, we managed much fun. Silly rides, silly moments, sushi, silly talk. More than anything I could ask for with the right one. Its never what we did that mattered, its the person one's with that determines everything.

I just texted bbb to ask him what was i up to the past few days so I could blog it. Lol, its the holidays thing, cant remember a single thing but nowwww, imma too lazy to continue. =\

-

Gonna work tmr or not? Annoying much! If he doesnt call by 1, I shall decide that there is no work.

2009-09-12T11:53:00.000-07:00

Before blogger fucks up again, gonna upload some long overdue peeeektures while I can. Lol. Can never finish uploading for sure cause the albums combined adds up to 1963 peektures in total. -.-

I swear its never ending! Imma lazy to continue, I give upppp its alr 5.13am work at 1 tmr. I need sleep.

xoxo

2009-09-12T11:05:00.000-07:00

Missed out too many moments of my life the past two months, unwritten here in this space. I decided to come back here, to note the moments of my life.

Intended to go to b's house to wake him up from his hangover. Apparently, I got him worried over issues at home, and he woke up and waited for me even before I reached. Went over to L's son remembrance at St Margaret's Church.

Hope her son is somewhere happier, in God's loving arms and deepest condolences to her and her family.

xoxo

2009-09-09T08:38:00.000-07:00

God, I swear I am damn stupid. How could I forget?

Just not anymore.

2009-09-07T12:47:00.000-07:00

I finally found some motivation to blog, but blogger is being a bitch like usual.

Had Cheryl over my place just now for just abit. Havent seen that girl in years, literally. Talked about possibly anything, and it always feels nice.

Thought of C, that silly baby of mine. Always annoying, but always thoughtful. Always silly, but always there.

Made me think about Lenis as well. He was loyal, through and through. Loved me like no one else before him had, but I broke his heart hard.

He was, at one point of my life, my all.

2009-07-29T19:49:00.000-07:00

I am damn lazy to bloggggg. Tonight tonight, tmr night arghhhh soooooon

2009-07-20T00:36:00.000-07:00

Stoning in the library waiting for the girls to end school so I can start my fypppp. God, apparently fyp deadline is like in 1 week's time. Gonna overdrive the whole week today I guess.

TP's date is drawing nearrr. Seriouslyyyyyy, I think like I learn too fast alrrrr cannot passssss. 1st July 1st lesson, 28 then test alrrrrr. =\

I want to sleeep alrrrrrrrr. Classes later on at 8! Stilllllll, I missed Katherine jie's wedding for fyp. Imma sorrryyyyy okkkkkkkkk! Be a happy bride! ;D xoxo

2009-07-18T03:50:00.000-07:00

Everytime I type a whole lot wanting to post out, somehow it always ends up in the drafts and deleted.

Shopping with Nana yesterday after school. Let's just say it was good frustration management and therapy. Slacked in town after we went totally broke. Talked about issues we can never get right. Relationships, feelings, school, friends. Just a whole lot of mess.

She's so fascinated over her new ladybug clips. Hahaha. Damn cute & all mineeeee. Anyhowww, I am just blogging according to the facebook's pictures that I am tagged. Sooooo, next is......

Prawning with Nana, Belle & Joeyyyyy!

Hohoho, we caught 15prawns altogether! ;D Belle & I were like singing & semi clubbing to the songs while prawninggggg. But the music before 7 sucked.

Joey left in another bus soooo, there's no peektures with herrr. Omgggg, she got second tongue! Its actually the flap that closes to prevent your food to get into your windpipe as according to Belle but stilll! Scarily coool. Lol.

Its weird how my mood changes as this blog entry comes along. But its good anyway!

Went Sentosa with C sometime back. Rained quite abit though, but still cool anywayyy. I have high cold tolerance, but some loser was just shivering there non stop. Hahaha. Still wanted to act cool when Derrick & Nat came.

Watched alot of movies recently. Land of lost, Ice Age 3, Haunting, Marley & me, 10 promises to my dog. Harry Potter nextttt! Though like alot of people say its reaaallllllyyyyyy disappointing, our dear bee just wants to watch it. Sooooooo, if its boring I will hate you. Lol.

xoxo

p.s I decided to put my tagboard up againnn. &&&! Imma going to NDP! ;D Hohoho.

2009-07-16T06:19:00.000-07:00

I am heartless.

2009-07-13T10:08:00.001-07:00

My mom thinks that I am a cow.

2009-07-03T10:54:00.000-07:00

My feelings are overwhelming and it took me over today. There are a lot of things that happens in life, and I always tell myself, everything happens for a reason. Everything, good or bad.

2009-06-30T07:05:00.000-07:00

What is your fucking problem seriously?! Its not like imma some prostitute standing by Geylang its just fucking make up. I paint my fucking face however I like and though you are my mum there's nothing you can fucking do about it. I like it. So stop fucking nagging alr. Its getting on my nerves each time you shout & I really want to shut you up. I keep quiet all the time, cause you are my mother, the one that gave birth to me. But can you please know your fucking limits? Stop shouting at me just cause you are in a bad mood. Imma not your object of frustration. Fuck you.

2009-06-19T08:50:00.000-07:00

Nana came to my place a few days back & she threw away my clothes & I still so kind to paint her nails! Hahaha.

You waitttttt! Imma going to throw away your BAGS. Hahaha.

& she's been meeting me so often she's getting he/she syndrome! Lolololol.

I think imma going to fall sick. I've been eating durians like nobody's business. Not good when the weather's like fuck. I want to shoot down the sun!

2009-06-16T07:17:00.000-07:00

Jecinda is damn talented! She showed me the cartoons she drew, so I casually just ask her to draw me something. In less than 30 minutes laterrr!

Power or what! I saw her draw from scratch. Omggggggggggg.

2009-06-15T18:15:00.000-07:00

First day of schoooooool.

I swear I am damn lerthagic. Its only 9.16am now & I am damn hungry & tired. Okkkk, class starting I'm going to sleep luh.

P.s My teacher totally helped me by telling me today's problem's about Finance. Killllllll meeeeeeee!

2009-06-15T02:07:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday Paulineeee! ;D
Timbre with the girls,its like gatheringgggg! Almost everybody came. Been quite some time since I saw everybody. I dont even remember when was the last time I saw the birthday girl herself! =\

Met Charlene at Marina to get Pauline's present first. Ayeee, I forgot about time & was late. =\ Goddd, that girl made me walk from Marina Square all the way to Clarke Quay. Then we met Fiona & the birthday girl at Central. Gave up in the end & took a cab to Timbre. Lol.

Some of the peektures we took. SOME. Lol. Fiona & me look damn shagged in all the peektures! Lol, both of us didnt get enough sleep the previous night. My eyes were blood shot in so many peektures. Hers is like, sleepy. HAHAHAA.

Went to Baby's house after that cause Nana couldnt take it & wanted to go home. Some others got work tmr morning, & the others went to Geylang for dim sum! Lol.

God, we talked the whole night away about the most retarded stuff ever, I cannot remember what & played wrestling so loud till his mummy texted us to keep quiet. HAHAHAA. Then, my brother came to look for us & we went for Mcdonald's breakieeeee! ;DDD

Okkkkk, i'll update again. Going to rush out nowwwww! God, gonna be late ok byeeeee!

2009-06-14T01:16:00.001-07:00

MCDONALDS GARLIC CHILLI IS BACKKKKK! I AM SUPER HAPPYYYYY! ;DDDDDD

2009-06-09T12:04:00.001-07:00

Maybe its because its 3am in the morning now, or the fact that imma alone here, or perhaps the mood swings, but I suddenly feel lost to what we refer to as living.

Whats with living when sometimes it makes you feel so small its like you dont exist? Sometimes, it even seems like nobody would notice if you would just disappear from the surface of this Earth. Sometimes, I dont feel like I'm living. Sometimes, I feel like i'm looking at myself living a life that is completely stranger to me. It makes me question and doubt myself each time I feel like this and I dont like it. Not the least bit.

2009-06-09T10:14:00.000-07:00

I have tons of peeektures to post and so many things to talk about, but it all seems so way back and cluttered, idk where and how to start.

I only have one thing to rant about.

God, I lost my wallet only a few days ago and yesterday, I lost my phone. I swear I am such a retard. Luckily, a kind soul returned my wallet right to my house doorstep(!) , but unfortunately it was without the cash. Ayeeeeee, the worst part is I had already went to make my IC and terminated all my other cards alr then she come & return meeeee! -.-

& thennnnn! Yesterday I retardedly place my phone at the thingy thing thing (you know the one that allows us to put things place?) Okay nvm. The point is, I forgot to take it. & the retarded person who took my phone didnt even off my phone, picks up the phone when we call but then refuse to talk. -.-

arghhhhhhh. I hope the person who took my phone gets her phone ran over by a car in front of her own eyes then she can sit at wheelock starbucks and cry.

2009-05-25T00:45:00.001-07:00

I am such a loser I want to kill myself. Exactly 15minutes to UT now & imma at home.

WHY DID THE SCHOOL PUT MY UT ON A DAY WHEN I DONT HAVE SCHOOL AND I AM DAMN DUMB TO NOT KNOW THERE IS UT TILL 45MINUTES BEFORE MY TEST. WTFFFFF. HOW ON EARTH AM I GOING TO RUSH THERE ON TIME WHEN I LIVE AT ALJUNIED AND MY SCHOOL IS IN FREAKING WOODLANDS?!

I shall continue to wallow in self pity.

2009-05-15T07:08:00.000-07:00

Grabbed directly from fiona's blog- the starting out people. Lololol.

I am damn lazy to bloggg, I know imma always lazy luh okkkk, but thats beside the point.

Met Baby today after a million years. Watched Star Trek, pretty good but not fantastic actually. Ayeeeee, I am damn sad. I think I've got some kind of eating disorder. I vomit everything I ate today. & when there's nothing left, I still can vomit water. Wtffffffff. Kill meeee.

Keep meeting Fiona these days, she's damn funny. She havent done the sand sand thing before! Super no childhood. Lolololol. The Mexico joke was damn fun onlyyyyy. HAHAHAA. Must read her blog to understand.

Omggg, I keep embarrassing myself these days. Just yesterday in school, I hit my head against the glass panel. I rock I know thanks.

I need to stop skipping school again. Okaythanksbye.

HJT FASTER SEND ME PEEEEEEKTURES!

2009-05-09T09:07:00.000-07:00

FIONA LENG HAS GOT NO CHILDHOOD & JUST CAME BACK FROM MEXICOOOO! HAHAHAHAHAAA!

2009-05-07T07:27:00.000-07:00

Awwwww my family is so sweet!

I got a paper cut from school today( which is really damn painful cause its damnnnnn deeeeeep!) My baby sayang me my brother ask me take out my ugly plaster & help me put on a brand new oneeee! My mommy cooked my favourite yong tau fu for me & my daddy forbid me to wash my plates after I ate!

;DDD

Okayyy, need to go bathe. Byeeeeeee!

2009-05-04T18:14:00.000-07:00

Omgggg, school's a bitch with all the new rules! Ayeeeee.

I obediently wore shoes to school today & guess what! Policy starts after 8May 2009. So much for the blisters. I want to cry! Damnitttttttttttt.

2009-04-23T08:43:00.000-07:00

Have you ever felt like your vision gone blue when the sun beats down on you? Its a beautiful kind of blur, somehow I think its better that way when we dont see things clear. Though the sun is glaring, it beats heartaches from reality. To be able to escape reality and feel that world is prettier, that instant. It's a kind of beauty.

2009-04-22T06:55:00.000-07:00

Joke of the day! I locked my brother & I outside of the house with only a lighter. Daddy had to rush home to open the door for us. I think I wasnt thinking, I just slammed the door even though I know I didnt bring out the keys.

Aye, it seems imma starting to blog more alr, thanks to school. Lol idk why, its the thing with school. Everytime the holidays come, its like nooo, i dont feel like blogging. Lol.

Almost a week thru school. Looking good so farr, partly cause there's only 3 days of schoooool! But then again, there's fyp & I really need to clear those damn CE points. I dont want to stay back another semester just for that stupid thing.

Sooo, watched Wanted & it was quite good. Hohoho, went suntanning again after that. I covered my face in the end cause I thought if I get darker, then my makeup all cannot use! Lololol.

Okay I dont want to blog alr anymoreee. Schoool tmrrr, I hope it'll be good. Okthnksbye.

Adam from American Idol is damn hot. He's like look and vocals and everything all in one! How can he be gay????

2009-04-20T08:06:00.000-07:00

So its the first day of school, all over again.

Huijieteo came to RP, so now we are going east buddy. Lol, she's damn funny she always exclaim she's damn loner in class, but she feels cool about it. So class was not bad so far (Its only the 1st day of school,I knowwww) and I have to change classes all 3days in school.

Ayeeeeeeeeee, though many retarded things happened like my computer totally dying on me, checking into IT helpdesk on the first day of school, kena fined somemore. I think school was still not bad. I guess its all the energy from Claire during class and feeebie after classes.

Holidays past me just like that, and I still cannot grasp, settle and fill those in-betweens. Its like I've never really lived the 2months.

Alright a total new class again tmrrrrrr. All the best to me!

2009-03-31T18:58:00.000-07:00

Taking the chance to finally blog again cause Baby's sleeping like a log beside me and he is so annoying at times I swear. Irritating.

Came over to his place super early today cause I couldnt sleep anyway. Slept for abit here, and ordered macs! Hohoho, have been wanting to eat sausage mcmuffin with egg since forever but I always cannot manage to wake up on time. :\

Lenis' laptop is so freaking small and light and nice and portable. School with this would be so much easierrrr. Bah, but the thing with this is, its kinda really too small so I keep seeing and typing the wrong words. Lol.

I changed the layout of the blog alr yay. Much better for a temporary one. Shit, its only 10am now why the hell am I up so earlyyyyyyyy! Meeting Sarah later at Vivo, hopefully we'll get things done. Lol.

School's starting in less than 1 month time. I dont really want to start school all over again. I know its the usual grumbles of school being at woodlands and how we have to make new friends all over again, but it int so bad this time it seems! Claire's with me for two days and Sarah one day. Hohoho, at least i'll have company. ;D

Talking about school, Lovey's leaving RP alr. So, its farewell party this Sunday together with the class! (: Weird how we all started out disliking Lovey, but then again she became the most adored facilitator of the class in the end.

Okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, imma damn sleepy suddenly. Bye bye bye! ;D

2009-03-19T07:09:00.000-07:00

Wtf I am bloody fucking pissed. Damn all the fucking boys in the world. Just cause you have a penis you are the fucking stronger sex so that means you can fucking do everything you fucking want to do and just cause girls have fucking boobs and can get pregnant so we are the fucking weaker sex and be the one thats always at a fucking disadvantage which means that we cannot do any fucking thing in the world that we want? Damnit ccb!

Imma bleeding profusely

2009-03-08T09:37:00.000-07:00

My blog looks so weird. I think I still cannot get used to the black background. Lol. Its irritating how this skin dont allow me to format my words, it just all ends up stuck together and hard to read! Bah, change skins soon.

Anyhow, I've been trying to work hard for my CE points. Trying, hopefully I can clear some before school starts. Meeting the girls from fyp tmr, hopefully we'll do something productive. Hard to predict when its all girls team you know.

Went to Baby's family gathering today, and its all pretty cool. However, I still feel much closer to the people on his mum's side but I believe Baby's dad side people are really nice people as well. Before leaving, slacked and gambled with Baby at the void deck with Clarence. I use 50cents to win $30. Pro anot! HAHAHAHA.

I'll blog about shopping with Baby, Gan & Jiahao another time. I swear Gan is damn funny. Anyhow, I think he's a pretty good friend. As a matter of fact, not bad at all! (:

P.S I recieved a mail about the Aussie experience entry thing from Nuffnang which I am so tempted to write so I can go to Aussie again! ;D

2009-03-06T23:36:00.000-08:00

Its rainy Saturday today. Seriously, sup with the weather? One moment its sunny like it can kill and the next its like hurricane's coming or something. Weird how when it rains, it is still pretty stuffy.

Irritated by the weather, and I dont want to go blind.

2009-03-04T10:36:00.000-08:00

I've basically been doing nothing except going out for abit, spending time with Baby, watching youtube videos, and.......

Eating.

Eating eating eating. Its the thing with holidays. All I do when there is nothing to do is to eat, and eat, and eat, and eat NONSTOP. Its kinda getting irritating cause I just keep looking for food to eat nonstop and more irritating cause I feel myself growing fatter and fatter.

& the worse is, I dont exercise. Greeeaaaaaatttttt.

I need to do something productive this holidays. And without even knowing it, holidays has already gone pass me half way! Thats freaking fastttttttttt. First things first, I need to start clearing CE points. A good first step, I signed up for this student facilitator thing at school. Hohoho, hopefully it'll help kick start the clearing. Hurhurhur.

What elseeeeee? Oh, I need to start studying for my basic theory like Mummy is nagging me to every single day it gets to me that if I didnt pass, they will laugh at me cause that was the case with Mummyyyyyy. Damnit, I shouldnt have laughed at herrrrrrrrr.

Okay, imma done here, shall get started with flipping that damn book before I really fail! =\ People who know me all know imma direction retard! Bah.

2009-03-01T08:45:00.000-08:00

Okay, so this is the current new blogggg! Everything's just not done up yet and imma damn lazy to finish it. Hahaha.

First note to open it with, Happy anniversary darling! I love you. ;D

Okay sooooooo, shopping with Mummy & brother today and went for an eye check up cause my eyes get damn blur sometimes I cannot see clearly at all. Like you know, you're on the verge of crying then all the tears just wells up and blurs your entire vision? Thats what I'm experiencing, but minus the glistening part that we see.

As according to the optician, my stupid eyes has got inflammation and my astigmatism gone way up. I need to lay off the contacts for like at least 2weeks looking like a dumb ass in spectacles. How fantastic.

I'll blog about Friday when I get the peeeektures from Sarah darling. (: It seems like its gonna get really busy now cause we're getting started on fyp. Meeting at NLB this thursday with the girls for research & gonna do the interview next weeeeek! =\

Okay, time to rest my eyes faster okay my dear inflammation. I miss Baby. He's sleeping like a pig now alr I think. Roarrrrr. Okay calling him now bye.

2009-02-24T08:35:00.003-08:00

Its been one good month that I havent blogged. Lazy till no end I knowwww. Life's been pretty good, especially after all the cny & valentine's day hooha!

Valentine's was pretty like the usual days, but still sweet. (: After being with each other for some time, I guess we kinda figured handmade gifts are still the best we could ask for because of the time and care devoted into making that something, rather than just using money to pick a gift out of the shopping mall. I love the card you made, & dinner with you at Crystal Jade was pretty cool too, minus the fact that we did not get to eat our Peking Duck. Hahaha.

I still remember things so clearly cause I've got a diary nowww! (: Oh, & I cut bangs. Yes, dont question cause it was a "wake up in the morning okay I decide to cut bangs today" thing which up till now, I still totally regret.

During this period of time, Baby's dad had went to America for like environmental check, and is back. Baby & I bought him a fountain pen and a card. He's going back there during March and wouldnt be back till two years later. God, if Lenis were to be gone with him like how it was originally planned, I seriously wouldnt know what I'll be like now.

Went out with his family today for dinner today. Some misunderstandings happened between me and Baby but its all good now. (: He is such a darling, and thankyou for trusting me. I know, this entry is so bf/gf-ish but I kinda like it. Sue me!

Okayyyyy. Anyhow, I was looking through sac days memories, and I found Huijieteo's postcard that I drew and refused to return. HAHAHAA, so I met her yesterday to catch up for abit & prata! Lolol, I just had it not long ago when I was there with Sarah to trim our brows. Talked about everyone in school via the yearbook. Lololol. More importantly, I told her about Feebie's classic sleeping posture during guides camp! HAHAHAAA. I never get tired telling everyone about that.

I found Nadie's Mickey/ Minnie Mouse pencil and her square watch also. I should really mail it back to her as a surprise! Hahaha. Okay, its super long an entry. Botanics with the girls on Friday! On shopping with Queen Wendy aka Mummy tmr, hopefully.

But anywayy, I'll just post some pictures that happened before school ended cause they are long overdue! I;ll blog about the rest another day. (:

I want supperrrrrrr!

2009-01-20T16:27:00.003-08:00

Derrick dreads school like no tomorrow. I can understand how he feels, but I really hope he can get through this. He is so down these few days its so worrying because he hardly even talks, and have no appetite for food. Someone save him, seriously.

On a lighter note, the holidays are comingggggggg! ;D Its already the last week of school but I kinda dont really want to change classes, again. ;\ I really really like this class alot, we just got bonded, then have to seperate alr. Bah.

Okay, no mood to blog anymore. Faci's being a bitch. Bye.

2009-01-04T04:36:00.003-08:00

Hello hello, I know my blog's beyond dead. Holidays just aint enough. School starts tmr. I cant wait? Bah. Its okayyyyy, just 3more weeks of school & I see my 2months long sexy holidays! ;D For now, just gotta bear with school. To make things much worse, I cant afford to skip school that 3weeks at all! Sucks big time when this is the time everyone stops coming to schoool ! I know, kill me.

I need sleeeeeeeeeeep.

2008-12-19T10:43:00.003-08:00

I've got the best brother ever.
Thankyou lao di for caring in your atrocious ways. Lol

& the worst sufferer, I've got the bestest bf ever.
Thankyou for standing all my moodswings & my whinings every single day. I love you.

Okay, now I really have to go sleep to nurse myself back to health.
Why issit I always fall sick during holidays?!?!?!??!!

2008-12-08T20:07:00.003-08:00

Baby, asleep alr?
Yeah, I sleep alr.
Okay good! I love you. Sleep tight.
You this idiot. I sleep alr still can reply your msg meh!
Huh. Means you havent sleep yet uh?
Call me.

-

I want to sleep.

2008-12-02T17:28:00.003-08:00

Say hello to intensive school days for now, I cannot afford to skip any class anymore. Yeah like whatever, i've been saying that since I first stepped into RP. Imma so contradicting I feel like slapping myself. School's a bitch, I need to have some motivation, hellllllllooooooo?

Holidays, come quick. I need to have a get-away.

On a lighter note, I've got couple bag with Baby now! Lololol

I'll blog about everything another time. Its school for now, god damn school.

2008-11-17T16:22:00.003-08:00

Guess whatttttttt ! I reached class at 7.45am today ! Okay bye.

2008-11-13T08:06:00.003-08:00

Daddy's & momo's birthday passed by, soon its gonna be my turn.

It scares me how fast time goes. I see my parents aging, my dad becoming forgetful, my mum needing to wear glasses, I stopped and thought. What if one day they are just no longer there anymore ? It scares me to think that one day I am going to lose them.

Honestly, imma already 18. Daddy's 47, momo's 43. I know they are still younger than the average parents, but then again, life being so unpredictable by nature, who knows? I might be gone just like that tmr.

It took them so much to bring me & my brother up, I still want to earn money to support them, so that they can finally sit back and enjoy life, not slogging their life away to support us, to be worrying about us. 18years is enough, what's left should be kept for themselves.

So much good in life, so little time to enjoy it. I dont want them to be gone so soon.

2008-11-06T18:56:00.003-08:00

Tgif, congratulations Obama. Today is Momo's birthday so I gotta rush home right after UT. Mood swings, its the hormones. It's 11.47am now, why is there even school today. Ok bye.

My phone's being a bitch, the screens fucked. Tell me how now, tell me howwww. ):

2008-11-01T10:05:00.003-07:00

My miserable one week holidays came & went like thatttttt. ):

Whatever, I need to stop whining. On a lighter note, PP is finally over ! ;DDDDDDDDD Okay, imma gonna email my advisor to thank her. Seriously, she's like the best ever though sometimes I kinda doubted her. Lol, imma sorryyyyyyyy ! =\

Before I blog about any other things first. Today is a special day, sooooo.
Happy 30th monthsary Darlingggg ! ;D

This silly boy went to bleach his hairrrrrrrr. Zomgggg, at first I was like wtffffff ?! But after awhile, it kinda looks good. (: But, darling you really need to dye your brows too. Its so outstanding ! Lol.

Bugis with him today, did abit of shopping, bumped around. However, our initial plan was to go kite flyingggggg & picnic, but we couldnt find a fucking kite to buy. ): You know how sad I wassss ?! I know flying kite is so old school, but its like fun luhhhhhhhhhhh.

Does anyone knows where to get kites to flyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ? Please tell me thank you.

Okay anywayyyyy. Halloween yesterday, ditched the idea to be a sexy witch and met up with my long time friendddd, Joann Tan lost & found. (: We kinda chickened out at the thought of Halloween cause we were scared. LOL.

Havent seen her for so long, we both changed so much. Talked, bitched & reminisced abt the past guiding days and school. I'll let the peektures do the talkingggg.

She likes it black&white just like Baby, but I like it colourfulllllllll.

Jojo shot up red instanteously after the first dew sips. Lol, imma a better drinker bimbo. ;p

I know we have the cutest smiles ever. ;D Lol.

Okay, back track back track. Kbox with Sharmaine sometime back, sang for 2hours or so, then stoned out. Had sushi toooo ! ;D

Oh, did I mention I've been eating alot lately it kinda scares me ? Its like imma hungry non stop for 24/7. Even at this point of time, imma like eating ?! Gawdddddd, please increase my metabolism rate. I dont fucking exercise. Period.

Randomly met Charlene too, & wanted to surprise Joann on her birthday that night but somehow we didnt get on with it. Slacked at Starbucks, yakking non stop. Lol, things girls always do. Bitched so much, I forgot to snap anything at all.

OH! Guess what I found at Charlene's place when I was overrrrrr !

We had the same rabbit doll with the bell ! It used to be one of my favourite dolls when I was young okay ! Now, its residing in my grandmother's place. & someone broke my poor rabbit's bell. So annoyinggg. Roarrrrr.

& last MAJOR NEWS ! I've overcome my fear for this big fat dog below at tuition centre.

EHHHH. Its a big thing for me okay ! Took me ONE year to dare to be in the same room as her. Lol, congratulations to me ! ;D

2008-10-27T07:36:00.003-07:00

I know imma supposed to be doing my PP poster now, but fuckkkkkk ? I havent even started yet when is due idk when & presentation's on 30th October. Excellent. Howwwwww. Nah Seok Ling is going to kill meeeeeee. Imma still contemplating here, I think I should seriously go bang wall and die. Hohoho. My tomorrow never comes. Yay. Someone, please scold some sense into me.

Hello Lenis, I love you.

2008-10-21T21:30:00.006-07:00

3am fever these days. Hoho, thats sharmaine. Okokok, I know I very long never update luh okay.

Wednesday class, I am falling asleep. My teacher talks like the train and he talks like, continuously without stopping. Omggggg, can die. I cannot even catch him due to his accent.

'sup with my english suddenly. Dont feel like blogging alr. Okayyyyyyyyyy, imma really zoning out. Someone please slap me. Okthnksbye.

2008-10-15T17:45:00.003-07:00

Two funerals in two days is no joke.

2008-10-05T09:50:00.003-07:00

I am forever & ever & ever god damn lazy to update.

Baby's away at kelong, will only be back on Tuesday. Funny how people think that my relationship with Baby is only like 2months or 3months. NO ! Its 2years plus plus plus, going on 3 okay ! Lol.

So many people's birthday coming uppppp ! I realised I get along best with October babies. Fiona, Charlene, Joann, Almy- all in the month of holy October ! Now, dont ask me why imma eating bread everyday in school. Lol, okay imma kiddingggggg. You people make me so broke ! ;p

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So anywayyyyy, Char's birthday is overrrrr alrrrrr. Happy belated birthday zokay ! Your present is stillllllllll with meeeeeeeeeee ! You must fasterrrrrrrrr meeeeeeeeeeet meeeeeee soooooooooon ! Lol.

Hmm, okayyyy. A string of events. (:

HTHT with Bav when I skipped last meeting to accompany her. Jace joined us after schooool.

Swensens another time after school, bitching session. I forgot what took place. That is not the bfffffffffff. It is..........
This annoyingly cute boy !Hahaha, he's damn adorableeeeee. See the orange wrapper thingy in the first picture ? He gave it to me as Children's Day gift ! Lol.

I cropped away my spacstic face cause I couldn't stand it, but he's so cute ! No amount of photoshop is going to help erase that retarded look. HAHAHAHA.

Ohhhhh, now I remember. We were having gathering at my Aunt's house. ;D

Sissy's outing that day. Heart talks, & photo sessions. Lol.Thennnnnnnn, pubbing with Cindy the other day. Before I start, no I wasnt drunk. -.-

Okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, imma lazy to continue alrrrrrrrrr. Before I endddddddddd, I loveeeeeee you Babyyyyyyyyy ! ;D Gotta spend more time tgtttttttttttt.

P.s. I procrastinated ______ days to get this done, today's already the 10Octoberrrr when I finally got my ass down to complete this entry. Brilliant. Lol.

2008-09-24T20:13:00.003-07:00

Hello hello hello. Imma blogging again ! HAHAHHA. Class today, my fish tank nvr come. Roarrrr, so thirsty babyyyyy ! Roarrrr.

I miss Lenis Lim Kun, he's not awake yet ! So annoying. Have work, then must neglect me.

Work today, woots. I am going to screw that Yi Jing cause she's so noisy.

As you can already see/hear, I am damn high now. Dont ask me why, all my classmates think imma siao. HAHAHAHA

Okay bye.

2008-09-22T07:56:00.003-07:00

My peektureeee post is outtttt ! ;p Belowwwww.

-

I just submitted my rj & then realised I was totally out of point. Woohooooo !

So today I think I was like on a sugar high, I waved to my entire class today. & then I talked alot alot alot alot. Oh shit ! I was supposed to call Charlene. Okay, brb.

So like anyway, I finally met Baby after like 9348563986432936497235487345years, & then I kept having a lot to say, but I didnt even know what I was saying, but I just really had a lot to say. He's so cute today, he was like in a bad mood initially, then I just started talking and talking and talking and then he like became happier and then like his cheeks started to turn red for no apparent reasons, and then he kept smiling and beaming to himself. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Omg, so adorable !

And then like, he said he was so tired and all and he wanted to go home okay ! So I say, cannot and cheated him to go watch movie but in the end we walk walk around, talk talk talk talk talk talk, then like slack abit then I see him like tired till tak buleh tahan then go home lohhhhhhhh. Hahahahaha, he's like so funny.

So actually I intended to bake kinder beuno cupcakes for the upcoming birthday girl, but apparently there aint no such recipes & I really dont want to invent something like that and cause my poor girl a stomache, so yes. I think I've got to ditch that idea.

Okay, as you can see. Laoniang is damn talkative now, but I just realised I havent rework my fucking PP. Submission tmr, excellent.

OH ! I have an entry in my draft, I'll be posting a lot of old old photos. HAHAHHAHAHAA. My stupid face, & all of yours (sac peeppppps !) tooooo ! ;p

p.s The past few days, I've been having tongsils back for awhile, then with fever and flu and sore throat and cough and eye infection & the list goes on. It hit me like a combo. So stupid.

p.p.s I know imma acting like a total bimbo now, but just let me be for now okay !

2008-09-21T04:54:00.003-07:00

Finally I feel like updating again. Actually I feel like updating everyday, its just... I dont know. Hahaha.

And then again, I dont feel like blogging about anything. Like, there's nothing to blog about ?! -.- I've lost every interest to blog now, and the only reason why I've not closed this blog down is because I dont want to delete what I have written here all the past few years. So how !

Zokay, I looked through all my photos & decided to post some uppp. Hahaha. I know I repeat some of the photos like there's no yesterday. But I want to pick out, the special moments in my life. They may not be significant to you, but they mean the world to me.

Not in any order:

Love wearing the loveeee.

I love slacking sessions like that. ;D

W15R.

Crazy bitch ass moments !

NDP with the love.

This pretty boy !

The coupleeeee.

These three brothers are like the cutest things ever.

My love.
His work.
Part of the gang, look at Fiona's spastic face ! LOLOLOL.
Charlene Phua, best award for my caretaker. ;p

The f&n days. Lol, I know I look hideous. Shudddduppppp !
Camping camping, 7day walk ! ;DDD

Best reflecting moments, always with you.

Birthday boyyyyyyy.

First nightmare; not the company, but the lessons.
The joke of the entire semester ! LOLOLOLOLOL.

Monthsaries. (:
The all time favourite but most irritating brother, ever.

E65F.
HuijieTeo ! Lolol.
Parents.

I had to post this, if not I cannot sleeep. HAHAHAHHA.

A souvenir, a gift from the heart.

Younger times, better days as a person for us. The innocence.

Round face family ? HAHAHHAHA.
Go 4.4 ! ;DDDDDDDD
Random day, great fun. Zoooooooooooooo we're going to the zoo zoo zoo !
Gatheringsssss.

Grad night love.

Sexay outings, bbq those were the days.
Up till now, I still insist I wasnt drunk. I wasnt okay !
Candid by Nadieeee Mass dinnerrrrrrrrrrr.
CAMP CORRI
Barbara, the floor mopper. Lol.
& how I missed those piggybacking days.
& running away from Joseph cause of our fbtssss. Lol.

GUIDES !
Small company, great vibes.
The classic, sending out of class days ! ;p
I know I have fat cheeks & round face. I KNOWWWW !

Awwwww. Guess who baby ? ;p Laughs at Fiona. So damn cute pleaseee.
Toddlers, toddler's joy.

& the most classic oneeeeeeeee;

Barbara Lim ! LOLOLOLOLOL.

I wanna take this chance to thank all of you who have appeared in my life, & you made life easier and more fun filled for me. I heart all of you plenty many many. & of course, darling Lenis. I love you the most luh okay ! ;p

2008-09-10T08:24:00.003-07:00

I should stop going to school on alternate days. Howwwwwww ! School start almost 2weeks alr, I've only gone to school for 3days so far. Excellenttttttt.

No mood to blog, bye.

2008-09-06T12:11:00.003-07:00

I was looking through all the photos that was taken these recent days, & I realised I really havent got much to say, probably dragged it for too long I forgotten what I wanted to blog.

So, I decided to keep this memory in the pictures, because I dont want to dig them from memory. I know my posts are getting wordier each time, but I really dont care. Pictures, as it seems now are just a capture of a moment, probably plastic anyway.

So, school has started & our class seems fine. Seems like PP is totally screwed cause idk why I am still not fucking completing it yet when submission date is like, 2 freaking days away. -.- Advisor is insisting to meet me on Monday. Now howwwww, tell me howwwwwwwwwww !

Reading my blog, I've been like. Cranky all the past posts. HAHAHA, why ! I guess imma just really tired out. Havent been sleeping well all these while. =\

Okay, I need to stop being so freaking _________. Idk, what to insert. Lol.

Till againnnnn, when imma in a better mood to bloggggggg. (:

2008-09-04T20:17:00.003-07:00

Zomgggg, school is damn boring. -.-

Done with everything cause imma so sick of everything now. Its only the third day of school and imma already dying for the two months holidays to come. It doesnt help much that I already pon'd one day of school. -.-

Gonna meet Fiona tmr for some catching up session. Chalets, came & went like that.

I AM STILL FUCKING LAZY TO UPDATE ON EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED. ROARRRR.

Okay bye.

2008-08-28T11:31:00.003-07:00

Town & Haji-ed with Tricia today. Shall blog about it when I get the peektures. The thing with me is imma always lazy to bring the camera out. So punishment is to have to wait for the peektures.

1. Imma aching all over & I feel very uncomfortable.

2. Issit because I walked too much today ?

3. Or work was too tiring after that ?

4. I just had Macs a few hours ago, & I feel hungry again. Whats wrong with my stomach lately. I've been eating like a cow.

5. I need to stop shopping.

6. Aching cause of the accumulation of lack of sleep ?

7. I really dislike Haji stairs in the shops.

8. Imma having horrendous complexion. Shuddup, I set my own criteria. Only Sissy understands.

9. As you can already see, I feel very cranky now.

10. Lenis Lim is not replying my msg, I hate people not replying my msges.

11. This cycle of me not sleeping at the right time needs to change.

12. Melissa wants to sleep at 10pm everyday.

13. School is starting on Wednesday. I totally not looking forward to it.

14. 4.4 chalet is next Wednesday, everyone make sure you turn up okay !

15. Shopping with Mommy tmr & SAF open house with Baby on Saturday.

16. Its 2.42am now.

17. Someone, please slap me.

18. Actually, imma kidding.

19. Okaythanksbye.

20. Goodnight.

2008-08-24T12:01:00.003-07:00

I think I can totally kill myself now. Its fucking 25th August already & I'm still not fucking touching my PP. Good job. Imma here getting pissed with myself, but still not taking any fucking initiative to start. -.- Oh fuck.

I need to snap out of this.

2008-08-20T09:35:00.003-07:00

The absent minded me forgot all about my laptop & left it at tuition centre after work. The best thing is, I didnt even realise it until Christine called me up, & told me. -.- I still told her confidently I had everything with me when she asked me to think what I have left behind. Double -.- Lol.

Went in search of my Bak Kut Teh today with the bf, nabeyyyyy. When I finally found it, sold out alr can ! Disappointed like mad. ): So, we were thinking what other food can we get at Geylang. I was thinking, Geylang confirm got food to eat one. Its Geylang leh ! So, I suggested, to take a cab down the streets of Geylang to spot nice food. I told the very sad Baby not to worry cause the taxi uncle confirm know what other nice food is there at Geylang.

Aye, so I happily flagged down a cab. But guess what ?! The cab driver is a Indian, & does not know anything about Geylang ! -.- So we did a mini tour along the streets & settled for Duck rice. I recommend one okay, wanted to bring Baby there since the last time he brought me to the one at Bugis.

My duck rice more power right ! HAHAHAHA. ;D This round, I win ! Aye, you can never fight with me for food. Imma always better at finding good food ! ;p

Talking about Baby, Tricia & I was just talking awhile ago on msn.

Hmmm, thats still quite some time aye. Omg, when mine goes in I think I can just go bang wall.

HAHA ya . i think you will suffer from love sick lor. HAHA somemore now you keep sticking to him . confirm he enlist you cry one HAHA

Dont scare me please =\ Roarrrrr.

really
Cannot be that bad right ? =\

advice is to not be so reliant on him so you wont feel that bad when he enlist can . why not

im like that what thats why but he dun like so i must change lorrrrr

=\ But I want to see him grow during that period of time.

yep . will one . confirm will mature one .

I believe I can overcome it & wait for him to come out.

yep

Omg, I sound so mature suddenly. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

2 yrs is not a short time . i think you can go tru it . after all you 2 have been tru alot .

Yup, definitely. (:

Lenis Lim, imma still going to stick to you like leech. You'd better not ditch me okay ! I will pester you till death. HAHAHAHA. Imma going to lock you up & keep you to myself only. ;D

Okay yes, drama over. Lol. I love you 92387436928637649386437493765lifetimes ! ;D

Sis' outing to Town last weeeeeeeeek. That is all not important now, just want to note the following down.

" After everything that i've been through, she's the only one supporting every move i made. Despite mistakes i've made, she'd still stand by my side & help me to move on with everything. When i'm down, she'd be the first one on the phone giving me advices, listening to my every word. Even with silence, i feel at peace just with her presence.I love you Sissy, Melissa Lee Jie Wei ♥ "

Everybody, let's go awwwwww ! (:

Sissy, from that secondary school girl till what you are now, I've seen you grown, alot. The pain, trauma, laughter, whatever that has been written, noted & forgotten. Many times, people mistaken you because they dont understand you. Many times, I felt like I could see through you, yet at the same time, not know what is going on with you. But all I want you to know is, at the end of the day, you still have me to fall back on, however big the situation youre facing. (: I love you ! Second to my Baby, if not he jealous uhhhh. Lol.

Oh yes, this is a shoutout to you Fiona Leng !

Faster get done & over with your papers, havent seen you in years please ! Hurry call me when your last paper end okay ! In the meanwhile, jiayou luh da xiao jie ! ;p

& lastly to the one & only;

Thankyou my love, you magnify my good, and accepted my flaws. You made me perfect, by dismissing my imperfect. Those pictures, we were actually still so young thinking back. The latter, up till today is my favourite display picture. Dont ask me why, I'm just really attached to it. I love you Sweetheart.

So, goodnight all you folks ! ;D

2008-08-17T04:05:00.003-07:00

Lol, so imma finally sick of having no tagboard. It really does feel weird, somehow.

Had a hard time churning out my papers, finally file checking is over today. Hopefully Phua wont find any fault with it. Roarrrrr. But still, finally can let it come to a rest after 9386439847364384743865years. Hahaha.

& before I start screaming my lungs out,

School's out ! Holidays, I heart you long time. ;DDDD

So, been meeting Sissy pretty much. The rest of the people are still stuck in their books. There's a class chalet coming up pretty soon, so I guess thats when we can all meet & really catch up. Exciting exciting. Haha. Come to think of it, Sissy is not in my class back in secondary school days. Funny how we got close only after we seperated classes. Lol.

Gonna meet Baby tmr for our little picnic. Imma looking forward ! (: Havent exactly thought of where yet, but yes. Picnic, definitely. Please, I beg for good weather. Roarrrrrrr.

So, before I get all my peektures to blog, miss me okay ! ;D Hahahaha.

2008-08-13T13:57:00.003-07:00

Its currently 5.02am now, gonna get ready in half's an hour time to meet my boy. I want to take the morning bus to his home, the first morning bus. I somehow, really like that idea.

Tonight, I've been thinking, of the friendships I have lost over time. How some friendships cannot take the test of time, slowly just fading like that. So whatever happened to the times we spent with each other, did they disappear with time as well ?

I am not good with losing people, people that I truly value upon friendship.

2008-08-10T11:06:00.003-07:00

Aye, its 2.06am now, & imma going to sleep soon. Tmr feels like a holiday, since my brother IS having the day off. Why poly dont have holiday tmr ?! So unfair. Roarrrrr. & I know I look retarded in the photo above, shuddupppppp already.

Side track, I seem to feel very hungry. Bah.

I cant seem to remember anything about my life recently, the events that took place. All that I can remember about anything is me stressing out over the billion papers I have to mark, worrying about my PP, of both which I still cant get my lazy bum to get done to it still. -.- Above all, I spend alot of time with Baby now. ;D

Though he is still not satisfied, that boy. Grrrr. Lol.

I dont mind spending just quick half an hour's with him, sending me home or me just looking him up during his breaks. But I like to spend the entire day with him just doing nothing. Yes, nothing to us is everything.

I like to just snuggle up in bed with him, how I can just see him with no makeup at all, something that I am not comfortable with any other people, challenging him to bed fights or doing Sudoku together. He is always damn fast to solve luh ! Super annoying. Roarrrr. Or how he always like to play Pepsi Cola 123 with me. HAHAHAHA. Its because he always win lohhhhhh. ):

I've taken a liking to watch movies with him recently. Idk why, I used to think movies are a waste of my money. But, I guess this company I have makes it all up. ;D My baby can also predict every move that I take, and each word that I am going to say. He knows what exactly I am thinking, and always give in to me. He always protect me, even from the slightest discomfort that I might recieve.

I realise, everytime we fist fight/ bed fight/ pillow fight, he will always make sure that I do not knock my head when I am playing, because he's super strong & I am only bound on winning, so I just knock & hit & kick without looking at all. I never used to realise it until I was about to knock on the wall and his hand immediately went to cushion the knock, but it was damn hard so still damn pain. Lol.

He gives in to me alot, because he cannot stand my super powerful whinings. But I think he is already immune to it. Aye, maybe I shouldn't have used my whining power so much. ): But its okay ! Cause Baby still gives in to me now. Hoho, recently I convinced him to let me draw on his belly button. LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL. I always like to irritate him like that, with the many many things I do. I think I took a peekture of it;

HAHAHAHAHA. He kept it for like 2days before washing it offffff. Omggggggggg. LOLOLOL.

Okay, I think I side tracked alot. Oops. HAHAHA. So I've been seeing this little annoying yet so addictable Mr. almost everyday now, and I dont ever seem to get sick of him. HAHAHAHA.

He's super annoying loh. I love to irritate the shit out of him when we're in the mrt, especially when its crowded I'll want to irritate him even more, but he has thought of a solution to shut me up. Roarrrr. Just you wait. I will counter attack you soon ! Hahahaha.

We were on the phone just now, & I said something he thought to be very ah-lian. Then he made me apologise when I did not even do anything wrong. At first, I refused to, then he started to whine & whine non stop ( He learnt it from yours truly, I bet. HAHAHAHAHA. ) & I had to give in. Roarrrrrrrrr.

However, I secretly love it when he whines cause he is so damn cute. Also cause he seldom does that, only when he is damn sleepy, or trying to act cute. HAHAHAHAHA.

Oh oh oh ! & the best thing I love about him is his big fat cheeks. Hahaha, not fat luh skinny like shit. But, his cheeks will always turn red when it gets hot, or when he angry, or when he shyyyy, or feel malu, or paiseh. HAHAHAHA.

He claims that I act cute all the time, & I always ask him, "Huh, I where got need to act. Imma naturally cute what ! " HAHAHAHAHA.

RIGHT ?! Please say yes, all of you.

This is his handphone display peeektureeeeeee.

My boyfriend loves me alot, but I'm only going to tell him how much I love him if he whines to me like a baby. MUAHAHAHAHA.

Okay, imma like talking to myself. -.-

Lastly, I found this ! Omggggggg, I looked retarded last time. HAHAHAHA. I still remembered, I insisted to take peekture with the duck, which I think was my favourite toy back then. Classic.

Okay, it is 3.05am now. Gotta sleep gotta sleep, goodnight ! ;D

P.s. I spent 1 frigging hour typing this entry ! =\

2008-08-07T22:59:00.003-07:00

My sexy voice is back again. Goddddd.

2008-08-04T23:56:00.003-07:00

Okay, this is a very important post.

I love my Baby boy. ;D

2008-08-04T17:43:00.003-07:00

Met Tricia for NDP Preview on Saturday.

So did a little shopping first in town, while collecting her camera. Met Baby for a mini while, then off to Marina Bay. Hohoho.

The sun wasn't that bad afterall, I was scared my makeup melt in the sun so I put on super minimal makeup which totally melted by the time we reached our seats. -.- Lol.

Our prettaye tattoos ! & I insist imma better tattoo-er than Tricia please. Look at what is left of my tattoo after going through her hands ! LOLOLOLOL.

Okay, I said it was tak glam already aye. Haha.

This is my favourite part of the show ! Omgggggg, they drew a heart to show their love & concern. So damn sweeeeeeeeeet.

Omgggggg, THE BLACK KNIGHTS ! ;DDDDDDDDD

The ceremony wise was good. The first part, with all the marching & both of us was damn high, as compared to all the others. They were pretty er, dead at first. Hahaha. Tricia kept laughing at the people crowding around the Merlion please. Lolol.

The highlight of the entire session was The Black Knights, I practically screamed my lungs off please. Omg, they are damn cool please. & when I asked Baby to go be a pilot, he just whatever me loh. -.- Lol, funny shit. & all the stimulators are super annoying. I thought like at least the cabinet will come, but roar. No one came lohhhh ! -.-

Red Lions were coolio too, the last one was coming down with the National flag. ;D Oh, & I sang the National anthem, twice somemore. Lol, cant remember the last time I sang it. Suddenly felt super patriotic. ;p Lol.

Performance wise, I dont understand at all luh, only felt like sleeping. HAHAHA, my artistic braincells not power enough luh okay ! Lol. Only super happy to see the fireworks ! ;DDDD Hohoho, I love fireworks. (:

Ljs for dinner then slacked at Marina after the parade, waiting for the crowd to clearrrrrrr. (: Decided the place was too ________ (I cant find a suitable word), so we went back to my place. Slacked lagi more, then home for Tricia.

Okay can, imma in class now & feeling super tired. Baby skipped work today, I should have just pon'd school to go his house to sleep, then come for UT only. Roarrrrrrr. ):

All in the name of National Day. Happy Birthday Singapore ! (:

2008-08-03T09:57:00.003-07:00

Monday blues, the week of the month came & my eyes are pissing the shit off me. It hurts so much so, I have to wear specs to school. Tak glam to the max. Roarrrrr.

Met Baby last Wednesday to do PP supposedly, obviously plan failed, like ultimately cause we ended up arguing about other random stuff, debating non stop, refusing to get back to my PP. Lol. Anyhow. I realised the submission date wasn't 1st August. Hohohoho.

Caught Dark Knight, pretty good actually, though I was biased cause I was dying to watch Money No enough. ): Baby obviously handed out the objection signal. Roarrrr. Anyhow, he made it all up by ensuring it was a great movie & being super sweet the entire day. Hohoho. It was a long time since we took a bus home together again, eh ? (:

On my way to school on Friday, I was thinking. I dont want to be early for Fiza's lessons. Might as well pop by Baby's place to give him a surprise & wake him up for breakfast before going school. Turns out, Baby took an off day, wanting to surprise me in school. Now tell me, whose plan failed ? Haha. We were cursing at each other for ruining each other's plans.

Turn out I pon'd school & we just continue to sleep. Lol, got up shortly & did up all the documents before leaving house for TP, supposedly. Haha, we were too lazy to go to TP to submit the documents, so we postponed it.

Shopped a little. Then lunch at Pizza Hut, we were so hungry we ate so fast & couldnt finish up our food. -.- Then, caught The Mummy. It was good, but I still wanted to watch my Money No enough 2. Whined non stop & made Baby watch Money No enough 2 right after The Mummy. HAHAHAA.

Assured a good show, of course. Both Baby & me cried okay ! HAHAHA. Ajisen after that, I was super hungry already. Bus-ed home. ;D

We didnt take any pictures, but I just want to note all these down. Roar, mood swings. Okay bye.

I love Baby. ;DDDD

2008-08-02T11:16:00.003-07:00

NDP 'o8. Awesome time with the bitch. So high, my voice almost died on me. Now, too late, too tired to blog. I'll update again when I get peektures. I need my sleep now.

Imma going to force Baby to join the Black Knights & fly the plane and draw heart shapes for me everyday.

Okay bye.

2008-07-27T18:27:00.003-07:00

Zokay, there's so muchto blog about, yet. Nadie has left for Aussie alr, but I have yet to blog about the party cause I havent got the peektures yet ! Roarrrr.

Okay, sidetrack. I dreamt about me going to Australia for further studies. I was super sad, and Lenis wanted to leave me. Okay, drama mama. I wonder how will I feel if I really have to go overseas. I think I will cry until I die luh. Being alone in an entirely foreign place is, scary.

Fiona's super spastic face. LOLOLOLOLOL.

The super long time no see, joker.

All these are all the aftermath of the party. The ones at the party are still not with meeeee. )': Andrew kept taking super unglam pictures of us, so I'm not expecting anything good lohhhh. Super annoyinggggg. HAHAHA, okay finally caught up with some of the girls, good feeling good feeling. (:

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Okay, I know I jump topics super fast & abruptly. But Baby bought me a book and bookmark. Haha, I only mentioned to him once, & he bought it once he saw it. Thankyou, loveyou luhhhh. ;D

Pon'd school one of the days again to Baby's house & he went to work. When I finally woke up again, ying ying was sitting by the bed, looking at me sleep. Lol. Let me show you this pretty and super naughty devil.

& she caught hold of my phone, forcing me to teach her to take pictures.

Sometimes, she's damn cute, sometimes she's super annoying loh. Lol.

Saturday was Town with Rowena and Tricia. I need to bloody do the shoppinggggggggggg ! Walked slacked ate, Rowena left us after Town & then we headed to Bugis. Wanted to Haji but ended up at my house, slacking. Oh gawddddd. Tricia saw all my ugly photos from childhood till now. Luckily her camera was down, thats why she didnt managed to snap any peektures. LOL.

She did her blings, I wanted tooo ! But I alr had my extensions. That irritating Lenis said hers was prettier than mine lohhhhh. Roarrrrr, another time baby.

& Tricia's bf looks much slimmer in real life loh. HAHAHA, Tricia said her bf will be damn happy.

Parents went over to Grandma's place cause some relatives going to cmi alr, havoc for me & Derrick. He stayed out the whole night, I had the bf's company. ;D

Okay, imma damn tired to continue blogging alr, gotta be hardworking & do work ! Okaybye.

2008-07-27T17:43:00.003-07:00

I stepped into class at 8.29am ! ;D

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Okay, I'll blog later. Hahaha.

2008-07-25T20:32:00.003-07:00

Its almost twelve now. So, imma meeting the girls at 12.30 but imma nowhere near ready. Excellent. Let's just hope Rowena wakes up super late. But I always end up being the earliest, so how ! Lol. Okay, gotta call them up now. Bye.

2008-07-21T18:49:00.003-07:00

So, its Tuesday blues today, it gets fucktardedly annoying because there isnt even a term called Tuesday blues, I made that up myself because today is not Monday. Okay, I know you can tell how cranky I am already currently. Roarrrrr, plus the the stupid weather is so fucking cold. & RP aircon is like -9873643683643974835degrees. Omgzxzxzxzxzxzxzxz

Anyhow, Xinni came by to school yesterday to look us up. Havent seen her for a year alr, hasn't changed at all luh. Lol, turns out I skipped school together with Wayne to town for some catching up.

Bakerzin, shopping & coffee. Need I say more ? ;p

Okay, a note to myself. I need to stop doing the flag. Its seriously damaging my pocket big time. Not like I've got much to begin with, but what the heck. I am damn sad.

Work again, later. I only want to sleep.

CHARLENE PHUA, QUICKLY SEND ME THE PEEEEEKTURES ON THE PARTYYYYY !

2008-07-20T19:21:00.003-07:00

Okayokay, its been a week since I last updated.

All I can remember is, I've been going to school on the minimal this week. Gotta kick the habit. Roarrrrrr, I cannot help cause school is so freaking far mahhhhhh ! =\

In school today, but yet still. Imma damn lazy to blog. Aiyohhhhhhh, another time luh. I'll blog about the party when I get the peeeeeeeektures. ;D

Okthnksbye.

2008-07-13T08:13:00.003-07:00

I hate Sundays, cause it means that Monday is coming very sooooon. Roarrrrrrrrr.

Okay, I want to complain first.

THAT IRRITATING MR PHUA ASKED ME TO GO TO TUITION CENTRE ONE HOUR EARLIER TO FUCKING PICK UP A PLASTER. -.-

One plaster only what, you cannot help me pick up issit ! & its not even my class which littered your stupid classroom. You want to ask me come back one hour earlier, might as well ask me sweep the floor I feel more justified what. Ask me pick up one plaster, you think you damn cute issit. Waste my precious one hour of beauty sleep, & my bloody cab fare. Roarrrrrrr.

Okay, done. Moving on to happier things.

Met Baby for dinner during his break from work.. Hohoho, we didnt know the drinks at Fish&co came in such big ~~mugs~~ buckets, I almost died downing them luhhhhhhhh. So sua ku right. Lol. Lenis was still laughing at me cause I insist I wanted that drink & then I refused to return him his Chocolate milkshake after I cheated it off his hands while I forced him to drink that freeze. ;DDDD

Food was good, music was good, people were good, company was, not too good. ;p LOLOLOL.

My Lenis has a big fat crush on Mermaid.

You better ditch the idea, I tell you ! Stop talking about her already, if not I will pronounce you unfaithful & having an affair you hear me ! If not, when your cousin come out, the rifle bullet will not go into the office boy's head, but your head ! Hahaha. Otherwise, you know I still love you. ;p

That aside, Mummy's off to Gentings till Tuesday, all hell's breaking loose. The three devils at home. Yes, inclusive of my Daddy. ;D He's been out with his drinking buddies ever since he sent Mummy up the bus. Lol.

Proof: Daddy has MIA-ed, & its already 12.20am now. He didnt even call home to check on us. How about that.

We've been rather disobedient. Just with Mummy away for about say, 12hours ? Our home looks like crap already. Best part is, I am assigned to clean up the house when Mum's away. Roarrrrrrr. I where got time ! =\

Okayokay, I have yet to bathe since I was back. Seeyou seeyouuuuuu, whoever you are. ;D

P.s. Thankyou for the dinner today Baby. Though i threw small tantrums, & knocked over my utensils as usual, I still enjoyed this meal immensely. I love you. (:

"My utmost pleasure"

Then I commented on how good my english was, & that boy refused to reply me. How annoying.

P.p.s. I fucking hate ulcers ! I have 4 now, please kill me. On a brighter side, I can get to lose some weight, I think. =\

Okthnksbye.

2008-07-11T11:20:00.003-07:00

Time check, 2.21am. Just got home not long, & imma damn efficient in blogging loh ! Lol, come home straight away blog. So, we celebrated Baby Daddy's birthday, which is supposed to be today, as according to the time now.

Left school earlier than usual with Jace & walked around Causeway for abit before I bus down to Baby's house. Since everyone was asleep when I reached, & Baby was still at work, I told myself I could nap for awhile first, only to wake up at 7 & realised that all the preparation I need to do is still not done ! Lol.

Celebration was a quiet affair, but still heartwarming. (:
Peeeektures with Edric, so I'll blog about that another time. After the cake cutting, chiong-ed to TM to catch Red Cliff with Baby. Clarence & Yuenky managed to join us at last minute- Double date. ;D
The show is damn good, but its damn disappointing when they stopped at the most exciting part luh ! Part two, will only be out next year. I can just go kill myself now please, thankyou. Roarrrrrrrrr ! I want to see the battle, all the tactics they used are damn cool okay ! Lol.

I. cannot. wait.

So, cabbed home with the bitch after our show, (Yes, we're independent okay ! Lol. ) & did our usual catching up. I miss you luh ! Let's do the double date soon again. Lol.

Lastly, though I honestly doubt you will ever see this, but.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY UNCLEEEEEEE ! ;D Hohoho.

2008-07-10T08:31:00.003-07:00

Finally, I met the busy womannnnnn.

So town again, shopping. Not much actually, just the talking part. It got so intense, we only remembered to take pictures on the way home, in the cab. Lol.

Day started out with Laoniang going all the way to her school to pick her up okay ! NYP quite happening aye. Lol. So, the girl had last minute meeting, so I had to wait for her. Fiddled with her iPod, & decided it will be Baby's birthday present to me this year ! ;DDD

Food fest with her, & we ate like mad. Lol, good that we still bought something. I still remember there was a period when we went out shopping, we'd always end up going home empty-handed & blamed it on the season that we cant get any clothes ! LOLOLOLOL.

Talked about her exciting, I want to see luhhhhhhhh ! Lol. Still, catching up is never enough, let's meet up soon again okay ! I love you Fiona Leng. ;D

Of course, I still love you more, Baby. ;p Lol.

Okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Imma damn lazy to continue blogging. Tmr tmrrrrr, I'll blog in school tmr luh kay, errrrrrr I think. Baby's daddy birthday tmr, or issit only the celebration ? Hohohoho, just booked the tickets. Gonna catch the Red Cliff tmr with Baby after the celebration is overrrrrr ! ;D

Soooooon, I'll blog again soon luh okayyyyyyy. ;D

2008-07-07T00:28:00.003-07:00

Came to school with a flat batt today. I forgot to charge last night, & fell asleep. & I hate myself for it. Roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Long overdue pictures, that Baby just sent me not long ago. He likes to take pictures in black & white. I like coloured ones. & he deleted my pretty photo can ! Bah.

This is the only coloured photo I could find out that day. But, that photo is taken by me. Lol. Yes, the main point of posting all these is, Baby wants me to say.

Baby, I love you & I dare you to tattoo my name on your down south ! LOLOLOLOLOLOL.
Now, who says I dont dare to post ! Huh huh huh ! You owe me 500bucks. ;DDDD

Grabbed this from Sissy's blog. I'll blog about this another time. Mini shopping with the bitch now, then meeting Baby for dinner. ;D

MOST IMPORTANTLY, ITS END OF CLASS ALREADY ! ;DDDD

2008-07-02T07:27:00.003-07:00

30June

This is on the 30th June, the actual day. Surprised Baby with a small piece of cake from Gloria Jean's. Yum. Good thing he managed to blow some candles. (: 18years old alr, better dote me moreeeeee. ;p

He is sleeping alr, work has pushed him too hard I guess. He's working almost everyday now, OT like crazy. Dont push yourself so hard love, will die one know ! =\

Anyhow, I dont have the pictures from the day before during Baby's celebration with the family. =\ But I do have a picture of this naughty, intelligent and pretty half-sister that Lenis recently have.

Damn cute right ! Lol, & the thing is. She is only 3years old. Though she's quite naughty, she is officially my favourite kid for now. Haha. She always bug me for ice creamm. Just like me, lol.

Been thinking if I should put back my cbox. Hmm, wellll. We'll see.

My favourite pastime. Lol, alright alrighttttt. I want to go eat my maggi mee. I know I need to stop eating, shudduppppp ! I said I will do something about it, I will. Roarrrrrrrrrrrr.

2008-07-01T07:47:00.003-07:00

I have been eating too much.
I am going to do something about it.

I feel fucking fat.
I am going to do something about it.

I have not touched my PP yet since the last submission.
I am going to do something about it.

My grades are like fucking shit & I just realised my school counts grades collates from Year 1 to Year 3.
I am going to do something about it.

I've been skipping school too often.
I am going to do something about it.

I need to stop shopping.
I am going to do something about it.

I have too much papers left overdue to mark.
I am going to do something about it.

I need to pack my room.
I am going to do something about it.

I need to find a goal in my life.
I am going to do something about it.

2008-06-30T23:19:00.003-07:00

Its 2pm now & Laoniang just reached school. Lol, ut later.
Happy 26months, you expired birthday boy ! Haha.

2008-06-28T12:22:00.003-07:00

29 June, morning.

Had been listening to this song on replay for a very long time. It was one of my favourite songs back then when I was younger, still is. Triggered alot of thoughts, somehow.

Baby's birthday celebration is in less than 24hrs'time. Have done up his present, hopefully he likes it. 'm shit broke recently cause its the end of the month and I've been spending endless amounts on shopping. =\

So, the boating trip was cancelled, I think. Dinner tmr with Baby & his family tmr after work. Technically, its in 8more hours' time. Still enough time for some sleep. Haha, have been spending too many late nights alr yo.

'm tired alr, cant think. Updates again tmr, I guess.

Suddenly, I missed our friendship so much J.

2008-06-26T07:48:00.003-07:00

Yessa, havent slept yet since yesterday. ):
Made me grumpy the entire day. Roarrrrrrr.
To make things worse, LEO refuse to let me log in cause I nvr pay school fees, I think.

Tak buleh tahan.
Okay, I need to sleep.
Goodnight.

2008-06-25T12:03:00.003-07:00

Sissy outing not long ago, one word- dope. ;D
I guess I'll let the pictures do the talking. (:

Haha, trust me. There's so much more. But I guess these three are alr enough to make a statement. ;p Another point to be, Imma a little lazy to upload. =\ Lol.

Before I realised it, its already fucking 4am now. Starbucks, sandwich & chips. Supper. I. am. so. healthy.

I see myself growing horizontally, taking into consideration how much shit I eat everyday. But yesterday was the total opposite, binge much ? I think I am okay. Haha. Havent been updating much, cause life's pretty alright these days. That aside, I cannot exactly blog about the things I want to spill too, cause this little space is being watched. Bah. Privacy ?

Havent been spending much time with Baby these days due to his job, I think. Well, meeting him in town tmr before work. So we'll see how much we can do in this short time. Promised him not to spend so much money on shopping alr, I should be able to abide by it luh huhh. =\

So, Lenis' birthday is coming & imma still being indecisive over the choices I want to make. Hmm, Baby's dad proposed to go boat fishing. Sounds fun, but most unfortunately, I have work. So how ? I dont want to ruin the party. Let's work it out. (:

Been missing out alot on my friends as well. Talked to Charlene for some time just now. That girl is finally starting school this coming July. Good news much ? Haha, so happens her school is near my school, as so claimed by her. So we can meet up more often. ;D

School again tmr, er. Later. Lol. Bimbs told me there's UT again. Seriously, sup with the school systems & uts ? I'd rather have exams luh, like at least it doesnt have to be stretched over the days, & have to stay back to do somemore. Super annoying. Roarrrrrr.

Persevere Melissa, its ~~Wednesday~~ Thursday alr ! ;D

Nabeyyyyyyyy. Its 5am alr yo. Imma thinking of doing the math for Baby's birthday. Okay, I think I'll have to forgo the sleep. Wish me luck. =\ Good morning all you fellow peeps ! Please slap me till I open my eyes big & wide tmr.

Long ago, better with everyday. (:

2008-06-22T06:13:00.003-07:00

Sunday night. Roarrrrrrr. 'm forced to go to school by the bitch cause of the cursed sales competition or some sort. =\

I have quite abit to blog abt, wait till I get all the photos from Baby, Almy & the rest. (:

Till againnnnnnnnn ! ;D

2008-06-20T08:38:00.003-07:00

Fuck the headache, I dont want to talk to anyone.
Mind's in a mess, everything is turning its tables. Lenis, please be okay. I am fucking worried.

2008-06-19T18:04:00.003-07:00

Tgif.

I am currently damn angry with myself cause I marked all the photos I wanted to upload in my phone & fucking deleted them ! -.- The best thing is, I didnt even realise till I couldnt find them in the laptop. Roarrrrrrrr.

Have been meeting Baby very often now, though he's working his ass off everyday. Been quite a ride for us recently, but all's well. (: Meeting Sis later, I think I need to leave school earlyyyyy. (: Hurry call me up sleepy pig !

I. want. to. kiss. school. goodbye. forever.

2008-06-15T11:40:00.003-07:00

Okay, it is already freaking 2.47am now & my eyes are so damn bright they refuse to shut. Roarrrrr ! Of all times, school ~~tmr~~ later. Imma already feeling the Monday blues yo. ): Supposed to be up to prepare for school in 3hours' time. Excellent.

So let's see. I dont know how to conclude my holidays. Actually, I missed school. Lol, minus the food from W6. =\ Imma missing the bitches & my daily dose of crap with them. Hmm, 3 more hours ? Haha.

I havent blogged abt a whole lot of stuff yet, but I guess they can wait. After removing my tagboard, my blog kinda feels weird. Lol, dont know why.

To end this, Imma super hungry nowwwww ! I need to lose weight. ):

2008-06-12T06:47:00.003-07:00

So, spent the entire day at Cantonment Headquarters. Hopefully that bastard will be convicted. 'm not feeling too good these days. Somehow, cant wait for school to start again.

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Over the years, I have been like that. Change ? For the better, yes. But whatever it is, everything takes time. How do you expect me to change ? It is not my natural talent to be able to speak & give directions well. I know, the big picture. I know you see things like that. But no, I cannot. I tried, but I fail. Didnt try hard enough you'd say ? It takes more than practice.

Take it as my flaw, nobody is perfect here. I was trying to stop that quarrel, I was. Whatever blew it, I dont know. I know I'm at fault because you meant well, but how about you, no responsibility to bear ?

Seriously, what happened to us ?

2008-06-09T06:32:00.003-07:00

I like to play my favourite songs repeatedly till I get sick of it
I like to play it, especially at night.
I realised the songs I really like are somewhat pretty slow and soothing in a way.
I like to get the story behind every song I hear.
Maybe thats why I like it on repeat.
I like to see the lyrics & picture the things.
I believe all songs have a history & meaning attached to it.

I am damn random.
I, am beginning to not be able to stand myself recently.

2008-06-07T21:51:00.003-07:00

Please ignore my expression, my eyebags & my hair. Lol. What can you expect from a girl who's at a chalet for goodness sake.

Wokayyyyy, its 12.52pm, Sunday afternoon now & imma just home. Wow. Havent slept yet, & dont feel the slightest, tired. Lol. So, Raphael's birthday partayyyyy. The thing is, this little friend is just five years olddddd. =\ Kids these day, so fortunate. HAHAHA.

Went down to get the party started at around 4plus, helped to arrange the stuff & all, imma like damn hardworking luh ! Cannot tahan myself. I think I should get paid for being such a hardworking lass. Lol.

Okay, side track. I still cannot get over Narnia. I WANT TO WATCH IT AGAINNNNNNN ! Roarrrrrrr !

Okayokay, backkkkk. Walked around the hub. I think my studying in Woodlands has turned me into a total sua ku after not going to Pasir Ris for some time. It changed so bloody much ! =\ Okayyyyyyy, I feel like a retard.

This is the very pretty birthday boy. Haha. (:

The birthday cupcakes were super pretty ! It has gummies on top of it. Sugar rush by look alone. Haha. See what I mean ? My godmother dotes on her child too much, too much. Lol.

This is Bryan, the birthday boy's brother. (:

Slipped away with Yvonne, Derrick & the gf for some swimming in the sea at about 9plus yo. Haha, all I can remember about it was. Alot of mosquitoes. =\ Lol. Talked & slacked around in the sea, keeping our eyes fixed on our belongings. Wasnt much exciting.

Later, everyone went back, leaving the 4 of us behind. Uncle Robin is supposed to come & join us. That havoc basket went to St. James & left us waiting at the chalet for him to come back to start our activities. Left his phone on the car & MIA-ed for 3hours, we thought he got into some accident or smth luh ! So much so, godmother cried & called up for the traffic police. See, please at least notify us next time can ! -.-

By the time he was 'found', it was already 4am. You wasted our night waiting up, worried for you can ! Roarrrrrrrrr.

Baby & Chonghu came to join us shortly after the episode was over, after which Chonghu left & Baby ton'd. (: Started the bbq pit again & made the drinks.

Sharmaine & Derrick knocked out soon later, leaving the 3 of us drinking. Morning came, & I insisted to swim. HAHA. Uncle Robin appeared again some time later to pack up & go. Slacked with him till nowwww. Havoc idiot, should have just fetch all of us there or smthhhhhh ! Bah.

Okay, its 1.56pm now. Imma nowhere near tired still, but very very cold. Baby's probably knocked out, seeing how he havent slept, two nights in a row. Supposed to be shopping now. Sharmaineeeeee. Stop being a pig & wake up yo ! Roarrrrrrrr. You can sleep tonight. I want to shop. Now !

Okay, shall find myself some breakfast/ lunch. I want to watch Kungfu Panda ! ;D

2008-06-06T10:20:00.003-07:00

Okay, suddenly remembered something I want to blog abt.

Imma super in love with the song Fall for you. Lol. Totally random, but whatever. I know this song circulated damn long alr, & everyone is playing it. But, I still like it. ;D I listen to it on loop 9348963493864837648364935475times a day, & is still not sian of it. Haha.

Okay, damn random. Bye.

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Imma damn lazy to blog. ):

Went out with Baby today after 935385739565769386438765 years due to his work & he viciously beat me up despite me going all the way to his office downstairs and waited damn patiently for him, under the overwhelming hot sun & perspired like a dog & resulted in THIS;

Damn pain luh. Okay, actually it was not his fault. It wasnt exactly hot either, cause it was already abt 6plus at that time. But I did perspired okayyyyyyyy. & I was the one that beat him, & got the stupid bruise myself. =\ MUAHAHAHA.

Okay, moving onnnn. So dinner & Chronicles of Narnia. The movie was damn good luh, I swear. It was almost 3hours long, but I didnt even complain about my butt being pain for a second cause I was too busy watching my showwww. Normally, I would give up & start getting pissed off after 1hour plus, but I sat through this show damn happily & willingly. Lol. A pity I didnt managed to catch the first oneeeeeeee. ): I want to watch it againnnnn !

I think Prince Caspian & King Peter is hot stufffff. The Queen is pretty also luh ! & the mice were damn cute. Lol.

Chalet tmr, hope it'll be good. Okay, before I go. Let me show you people my new eye candy. LOL.

Damn cute right ! He is the smartest boy in my class also. ;D Baby, you've got rival liaooooo. ;p

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Okay, I think youve got to click to see better. Jace bitch just sent this to me on msn. I swear its damn funny. That is our classmate, Faizal. Omfg. LOLOLOLOLOLOL.

2008-06-04T03:49:00.003-07:00

Okay, I have five minutes to blog. Running late for tuition alr, wow. I think imma the best teacher alive. Like, seriously. Haha, welllllll.

I forgot what imma already supposed to say. However, over & above all, I miss you. Okay bye.